A longer post will be coming, that includes all of the details of the Thanksgiving break. Until then, this will be a really quick update.
Danielle and I drove down to California on Tuesday. I spent a lot of quality time with my family, ate way too much food, went to the movies, and went to a bachelorette party. On Sunday, today, I drove back to Utah alone. It was as I was leaving and making the long drive that I had time to think about the situation that I have in Utah. Again, more explanation will be given in my next post. To make along story short, I am not happy with life right now. I don't feel like there is anything holding me here. It takes me a long time to make real friends, and then they end up leaving. I have no family here. I was already planning on looking for a new job. Unless something changes dramatically, this will continue to be the way that I feel while living here in Utah.
I am starting to make some decisions. I just wish I knew where they would lead. What I am hoping and praying for is either a job in the Salt Lake School District (where I wold be making more, and could maybe afford to fly home more often), or find a job (teaching or non-teaching) in Southern California. The thing that depresses me the most is that I don't see how that last option will happen. I haven't heard about teaching opening up in California and if I got a different type of job, I would need to make enough to live on my own. One of my co-workers put it best "I have educated myself into a corner." What else can I do?
More to come later.
Sunday, November 25, 2012
Sunday, November 18, 2012
Visits...
I had been trying to post once a week. So, much for that. Life just started to get too busy during the last few weeks. I knew that they were going to be crazy and that I would be okay if I could just survive them. It started with parent-teacher conferences, which went fine. The problem is that the conferences are stressful and time consuming. After a long day of work, it is difficult to stay 5 extra hours each night. It is a good thing that it only happens twice a year. The next week I had a DART meeting and ALPS testing. They made us dance around and play weird instruments for the DART meeting. It was very embarrassing! I just keep telling myself that the little bit of extra money I will get is worth it. We will see...
The ALPS testing is what took the longest. We had an hour long meeting on Wednesday to sort of get trained. On Thursday, I rushed over to the testing location to set up. I was lucky enough to be partnered with one of my co-workers (a 2nd grade teacher, who I happen to be friends with). The testing seemed to go okay that first day. We were testing second graders to see if they were qualified to enter the program when they went into third grade. We had one kid who was VERY disruptive. We dealt with it...mostly. I was really worried about getting out on time, because my sister was flying in at 7 pm. She ended up having to wait for me for a bit. In the end, it all worked out and we didn't have any issues.
That night, we went out to "Noodles & Company." It turns out their food is better if you eat it there, and not take it home. Lesson learned. We hung out a talked for a while (at my apartment), and then I got ready for the next day. After work, I headed back to do more testing. This day was more challenging. The first part went fine. Our troublesome student had to be tested separately, by someone else, that day because he was keeping the other students from completing their tests. The hardest part was the survey at the end. There were over 60 questions and each one, and the answer choices, had to be read aloud. It took forever! The kids were so done by the end of it. I headed back home to hang out with my sister. She had made dinner and some really good cookies.
The next day, Saturday, was the last day of testing. We were scheduled to be there from 7:30-11:00 (the test was from 8:00-10:30). I showed up at 7:15 and started getting things ready. This test had 6 sections with 24 questions in each section. Each question, and its choices, had to be read aloud. We had to wait for each student to choose an answer before we moved to a new question. We tried to give the kids a break between sessions. This test took forever! The kids kept asking when it would be over. The test took even longer than they had it scheduled to take; like 40 minutes longer! We didn't finished until 11:10. Then Kerri and I had to stay to "clean up" then answer sheets. We just had to make sure bubbles were filled in all of the way and that there went any extra pencil marks. We got out of there at noon. I headed home to pick up Danielle.
We went to a Thai place for lunch and got way too much food. Then we headed to the theater and saw the new "Twilight" movie. It was okay. It was about the same level as the other ones. After that, we couldn't figure out what to do, so we decided to explore West Jordan a little. We walked around "Gardner Village." Then we went to the "District" and visited some of the shops there. We went to the store and got a few groceries and then got ice cream from Cold Stone. We went back to my apartment,ate dinner, played some games on the Wii, and watched part of a movie. It was that point that I was too exhausted to think, so we called it a night.
On Sunday (today), we watched some of my DVDs and some Netflix. I wasn't feeling that great, so it was sort of a lazy day. We did set up my Christmas tree. I decided that since we were leaving before Thanksgiving, I would start setting up for Christmas early. By the time I get back to town, most people will have started putting Christmas stuff up. This will save me some time. Plus, it is always more fun to decorate with other people. I wanted to do more decorating, but I don't have that much stuff and I am still feeling a lack of energy due to whatever illness I have today. :(
Tomorrow will be more work. I will probably pick up Danielle and then we will try to explore the city some more. We also plan to get some stuff for the long drive ahead of us. After that it will be packing time. On Tuesday, she will come to work with me and we will start our drive right after the school day ends. I am really hoping that we can just drive straight there. I don't want to drag it out. I plan on seeing how we will once we get near St. George. We might have to stop for the night. We will see. I am so ready for the holidays. I can't wait to get through these last two days!
I don't know when I will post again. Hopefully soon, but you know how life is sometimes. I hope everyone has fun plans for the holidays and that you all stay safe. Take care!
The ALPS testing is what took the longest. We had an hour long meeting on Wednesday to sort of get trained. On Thursday, I rushed over to the testing location to set up. I was lucky enough to be partnered with one of my co-workers (a 2nd grade teacher, who I happen to be friends with). The testing seemed to go okay that first day. We were testing second graders to see if they were qualified to enter the program when they went into third grade. We had one kid who was VERY disruptive. We dealt with it...mostly. I was really worried about getting out on time, because my sister was flying in at 7 pm. She ended up having to wait for me for a bit. In the end, it all worked out and we didn't have any issues.
That night, we went out to "Noodles & Company." It turns out their food is better if you eat it there, and not take it home. Lesson learned. We hung out a talked for a while (at my apartment), and then I got ready for the next day. After work, I headed back to do more testing. This day was more challenging. The first part went fine. Our troublesome student had to be tested separately, by someone else, that day because he was keeping the other students from completing their tests. The hardest part was the survey at the end. There were over 60 questions and each one, and the answer choices, had to be read aloud. It took forever! The kids were so done by the end of it. I headed back home to hang out with my sister. She had made dinner and some really good cookies.
The next day, Saturday, was the last day of testing. We were scheduled to be there from 7:30-11:00 (the test was from 8:00-10:30). I showed up at 7:15 and started getting things ready. This test had 6 sections with 24 questions in each section. Each question, and its choices, had to be read aloud. We had to wait for each student to choose an answer before we moved to a new question. We tried to give the kids a break between sessions. This test took forever! The kids kept asking when it would be over. The test took even longer than they had it scheduled to take; like 40 minutes longer! We didn't finished until 11:10. Then Kerri and I had to stay to "clean up" then answer sheets. We just had to make sure bubbles were filled in all of the way and that there went any extra pencil marks. We got out of there at noon. I headed home to pick up Danielle.
We went to a Thai place for lunch and got way too much food. Then we headed to the theater and saw the new "Twilight" movie. It was okay. It was about the same level as the other ones. After that, we couldn't figure out what to do, so we decided to explore West Jordan a little. We walked around "Gardner Village." Then we went to the "District" and visited some of the shops there. We went to the store and got a few groceries and then got ice cream from Cold Stone. We went back to my apartment,ate dinner, played some games on the Wii, and watched part of a movie. It was that point that I was too exhausted to think, so we called it a night.
On Sunday (today), we watched some of my DVDs and some Netflix. I wasn't feeling that great, so it was sort of a lazy day. We did set up my Christmas tree. I decided that since we were leaving before Thanksgiving, I would start setting up for Christmas early. By the time I get back to town, most people will have started putting Christmas stuff up. This will save me some time. Plus, it is always more fun to decorate with other people. I wanted to do more decorating, but I don't have that much stuff and I am still feeling a lack of energy due to whatever illness I have today. :(
Tomorrow will be more work. I will probably pick up Danielle and then we will try to explore the city some more. We also plan to get some stuff for the long drive ahead of us. After that it will be packing time. On Tuesday, she will come to work with me and we will start our drive right after the school day ends. I am really hoping that we can just drive straight there. I don't want to drag it out. I plan on seeing how we will once we get near St. George. We might have to stop for the night. We will see. I am so ready for the holidays. I can't wait to get through these last two days!
I don't know when I will post again. Hopefully soon, but you know how life is sometimes. I hope everyone has fun plans for the holidays and that you all stay safe. Take care!
Friday, November 02, 2012
Stress, Craziness, and Broken Laptops...
Last week was the beginning of the three weeks of crazy that I had been dreading. Ask any teacher and they will tell you how much they hate Halloween. It is funny, because I used to love Halloween when I was younger. Now I dread it. The kids are crazy the whole week. Then Halloween comes and that craziness doubles. We had a Halloween parade at our school, then each class had its own party. I got lucky this year. I have a parent who planned and ran the whole things. The funniest part of the party was the fact that we had a lot parent helping.
I had never met most of this parents before and they were meeting me for the first time on Halloween. I was also dressed as Lucy from "I Love Lucy." So, it was just kind of weird to met them for the first time in a costume. I knew it would be crazy that day, so I thought it went well. This year it was a littler weird, the kids (while still crazy) were actually better on Halloween than they were on the day after. The day after Halloween they were full on hyper. Every time they went out to recess they would be eating another piece of candy.
This next week, I am dreading for a whole other reason. We have parent-teacher conferences this week. Can you tell how excited I am? Conferences are on Wednesday from 3:30 pm-8:00 pm, and on Thursday from 2:00 pm-6:00 pm. Then, we get Friday off as a compensation for working the extra hours. Conferences are really stressful and I am always glad to have them done and over with. So, all of the teachers are going crazy trying to get grades in, reading tests done, and trying to gets report cards printed and sent home. To add to all of the stress, fourth grade is in charge of cleaning the faculty room for the month of November and we have bus duty next week. Fun.
The final week of craziness is the week before Thanksgiving. I am on the DART (district art) committee and I have a meeting on Tuesday. Then I signed up to help test for ALPS (it is like an advanced placement program) this week. There is a meeting on Wednesday for an hour. Then testing in on Thursday and Friday night, and on Saturday morning. On Thursday night, my sister is flying into town. So, I will have to rush from the testing session and hurry to the airport to pick her up. This week I also got some more news. I was asked to help organize and run our school science fairs (there are two of them) around March. All of the teacher were also told that they need to plan for three 1/2 day subs during the week before Thanksgiving so we can have balanced literacy training as a team. Sub plans are hard to write and we were all trying to figure out a way to avoid having subs teach the new math program, because it is so complicated!
Once I get passed these next few weeks, I am hoping things get a little easier. Danielle and I are driving to California right after school on Tuesday, the week of Thanksgiving. I found this really great price on a Jet Blue flight, plus I had a credit from a previous flight. It made the price even cheaper. I am glad that she will be able to drive down with me. I hate that long drive and having someone with me will really help. I am not as worried about the trip back, because I can leave earlier in the day. I just hope that I have good weather along the way. I keep hearing rumors that, because of the really dry winter that we had last year, this year will be really bad. A girl at Walmart told me that she heard that we were supposed to get more snow than we had in the last ten years. :(
In other news, I had to buy a new laptop this week. I have been having a few issues with my laptop lately. Mostly with my power cord. Power cords are really expensive and you never how long they are going to last. My dad has already tried to fix my cord, but nothing really sticks. I have also gotten the "blue screen of death" a few times and had a feeling that one day it would totally die and I would lose all of my stuff. I was hoping to get a few more years out of my computer, but what can you do. I have had my laptop for about five year, which is longer than a lot of laptops last. My dad had also been telling me that it might be time to get a new one for awhile now. So, I found this really good deal at Walmart. I, of course, called my dad to talk about brands, prices, and performance. Those of you who know me, know how long it takes me to make big decisions. So, when I made the decision to get the laptop, I needed to get it before I talked myself out of it. There was another guy ahead of me that asked about the same laptop. We were told they didn't have it in stock, it wasn't in the warehouse, and they had no idea when they were getting more. Crap!
I went to a few other stores trying to find the laptop, but no one had one. So, I went home and tried to find the laptop online. I looked everywhere and could find no record of it anywhere. At work the next day, I took some time and tried to make some calls to other Walmarts in the area to see if they had. I only had to make two calls before I found a close store that had two in stock. I asked if the could hold it for me; but they told me that they could only hold things for an hour. I broke out my sob story of how I am a teacher and I can't leave until a certain time because I am trying to teach my fourth graders. They gave me special person to put in on hold until I could get there. After work, I hurried to the store and asked for it. They got it from the back and I bought it with my credit card (which I hate using, but I considered this a financial emergency).
When I got the thing back home, I discovered that it had the new Windows 8 (this was part of the reason that I had a hard time finding the laptop--they had just released it this week). So far, I do not like Windows 8. It is like they tried to take the app features from tablets and put it on a computer. It is a little frustrating. I feel like I can't find anything! My dad sent my a link to "Windows 8 for Dummies." I am choosing not feel insulted. I plan on reading it as soon as I can. Hopefully, that can take away some of that frustration. I forgot how long it takes to get a new laptop ready to use. I have moved some of my important things over, but I still have a ton of stuff to switch over. Thank goodness I got a new computer before my old one completely died. It makes the process a little easier.
I think that is all of my news. Other than the fact that I came really close to be in a very bad car accident this week. I was driving on a main road by my apartment. This lady was trying to turn onto the road from side street. She didn't even look when she made the turn. If I hadn't swerved into the other lane she would have slammed into the middle of my car. I was so lucky that there were no cars next to me; that isn't usually the case of that street. It is normal very full of cars. She didn't even notice what she had almost done. I honked at her. She didn't even look up. I get that mistakes happen. People drive in autopilot and things happen. People should at least acknowledge their mistakes.
Okay, that's it. I hope everyone else is under a little less stress. Take care and I hope all of you make it through the holidays in one piece!
Friday, October 19, 2012
Fall Recess
This week was a short week at school; so there isn't much to report. Most of the schools in Utah have a fall recess. The students get to take a break and the teachers can go to UEA conferences. For a lot of teachers, the better alternative is using the time to play catch up. I caught up on sleep, cleaning, and grades. It has been a crazy year, thus far. Talking to the other teachers at my school, I get the impression that everyone feels strangely behind this year. We can't seem to get ahead of the game. I know that I have been feeling that way. Every time I think that I will have a chance to catch up on things, something comes up. Oh well, that's life. Right?
In other news, it seems like I am FINALLY getting over this cold. I have been sick for about three weeks. The first week, I had a low-grade fever, had no energy, and just felt gross. The second week, I had the typical cold symptoms (coughing, sneezing, etc...). This last week, I have MAJOR headaches and sinus pressure. I did everything I could think of to get rid of the headaches. I missed a day and half of work trying to get rid of the illness. I took pain killers, used a neti pot, took some remedies recommended by friends (drink cranberry juice and chew ginger--which is so gross), and used medicine specifically for sinus pressure. Nothing was helping. I stubbornly refused to go to the doctor. I did this for three reasons. First, I am cheap. Second, I hate going to the doctor. Third, it seems like every time I go to the doctor they don't find anything. I figured it would eventually go away on its own.
On Sunday night, I knew that I needed to go to the doctor. My head hurt so bad that I was in tears. I got to work on Monday and called my doctor as soon as the office opened. I got lucky and they had an opening after work that day. I made it through work and headed to the appointment. A side note for doctors, you don't weigh people correctly. I think that the scales are accurate, but the process is not. I had my clothes and shoes on, and I was carrying a heavy purse and an iPad, when they weighed me. This added over seven pounds to my actual weight. How is that at all accurate? Don't write that number on my chart!
After a little bit of waiting, the doctor finally came in to see me. She asked me some questions, I told her my story, and she asked a few more questions. She concluded that I have a sinus infection. She prescribed antibiotics. I was told to take three pills a day, for ten days. I told her that was great, but I really needed something for the headaches. She told me to take 2 Extra-strength Tylenol and 4 Ibuprofen every four hours. Does that sound like a ton of medication to anyone else? I decided to listen to her advice. I can feel that all of the medicines are starting to work. I still have times where the painkillers don't completely disappear; but at least I am starting to feel like I can function again. I was even able to start exercising again. I count this as a success. Hopefully, I will be as good as new very soon!
So, that's it. I am trying to get grades finished because report cards and parent teacher conferences are coming up soon. I bought a new bookshelf for my apartment (I don't remember if I blogged about that yet). My parents are going to the Grand Canyon for a week. Oh, and I did some work on my car. I got it washed and they did a horrible job. I tried to get the tires rotated, but the guy told me not to do it until Spring. I got the oil changed and was told that I was developing a transmission leak. What these people don't realize is that I have a Dad that used to be a mechanic. I always talk to him about car problems before I let anyone tell me that I need to fix something. My Dad said that I would be fine until I got to California for Thanksgiving and that he would look at then. I think that is everything. Except for...
My Dad's BIG birthday was this week and I was able to celebrate with him via Skype. Isn't technology great!?! Happy birthday, again, Dad!!
In other news, it seems like I am FINALLY getting over this cold. I have been sick for about three weeks. The first week, I had a low-grade fever, had no energy, and just felt gross. The second week, I had the typical cold symptoms (coughing, sneezing, etc...). This last week, I have MAJOR headaches and sinus pressure. I did everything I could think of to get rid of the headaches. I missed a day and half of work trying to get rid of the illness. I took pain killers, used a neti pot, took some remedies recommended by friends (drink cranberry juice and chew ginger--which is so gross), and used medicine specifically for sinus pressure. Nothing was helping. I stubbornly refused to go to the doctor. I did this for three reasons. First, I am cheap. Second, I hate going to the doctor. Third, it seems like every time I go to the doctor they don't find anything. I figured it would eventually go away on its own.
On Sunday night, I knew that I needed to go to the doctor. My head hurt so bad that I was in tears. I got to work on Monday and called my doctor as soon as the office opened. I got lucky and they had an opening after work that day. I made it through work and headed to the appointment. A side note for doctors, you don't weigh people correctly. I think that the scales are accurate, but the process is not. I had my clothes and shoes on, and I was carrying a heavy purse and an iPad, when they weighed me. This added over seven pounds to my actual weight. How is that at all accurate? Don't write that number on my chart!
After a little bit of waiting, the doctor finally came in to see me. She asked me some questions, I told her my story, and she asked a few more questions. She concluded that I have a sinus infection. She prescribed antibiotics. I was told to take three pills a day, for ten days. I told her that was great, but I really needed something for the headaches. She told me to take 2 Extra-strength Tylenol and 4 Ibuprofen every four hours. Does that sound like a ton of medication to anyone else? I decided to listen to her advice. I can feel that all of the medicines are starting to work. I still have times where the painkillers don't completely disappear; but at least I am starting to feel like I can function again. I was even able to start exercising again. I count this as a success. Hopefully, I will be as good as new very soon!
So, that's it. I am trying to get grades finished because report cards and parent teacher conferences are coming up soon. I bought a new bookshelf for my apartment (I don't remember if I blogged about that yet). My parents are going to the Grand Canyon for a week. Oh, and I did some work on my car. I got it washed and they did a horrible job. I tried to get the tires rotated, but the guy told me not to do it until Spring. I got the oil changed and was told that I was developing a transmission leak. What these people don't realize is that I have a Dad that used to be a mechanic. I always talk to him about car problems before I let anyone tell me that I need to fix something. My Dad said that I would be fine until I got to California for Thanksgiving and that he would look at then. I think that is everything. Except for...
My Dad's BIG birthday was this week and I was able to celebrate with him via Skype. Isn't technology great!?! Happy birthday, again, Dad!!
Tuesday, October 09, 2012
Saying goodbye...
Just a quick update...Warning: This post is not what you think it is about. I am not saying goodbye to Kody...ever. I am saying goodbye to something else. So here it is:
"We have gotten to know each other really well over the past year and half. We have grown a lot together. You have seen me through my very best, and my very worst. I remember that we first got to know each other many, many years ago. We drifted apart. Then, in January 2011, I came back to you. You didn't hold it against me. We picked up right where we left off, and went on our way...together. You helped me a lot since that time. I know that I am happier because of you. But the time has come for a change.
We just don't have what we used to have. I feel like our relationship isn't moving forward...we have plateaued. It is unfortunate...because I have gotten used to you. I know your little tricks and how you work. But it isn't the same anymore. If you aren't moving forward, than you aren't growing. This is hard for me to say...but I have found someone new. I have heard really good things about this someone and I think that this change might help me. I am sorry to say goodbye, because you have done so much for me. But I feel like this is really for the best. Goodbye."
A year and a half ago, I decided to go back on weight watchers. I didn't feel comfortable in my own skin and I wanted to do something about it. I had done weight watchers in the past and still had all of materials. I know that a lot of people say that the support from the meetings were the best reason to pay for the program. I never felt that way. I was just fine doing it, for free, on my own. So that, combined with exercise, helped me to lose just over 40 pounds in the last year and a half. Lately, I have been feeling like I haven't been making any progress. I am lucky if I can lose a 1/2 a pound in a week.
I knew that this would be more of a struggle as I got closer to my goal weight (I already passed my first goal, and was working on a second). I was getting frustrated and feeling deprived. All that work and all of those diet restrictions, and it wasn't paying off. I had two feelings. First, my body seemed to be getting to used to my normal routine and so it wasn't responding as well. I needed to do something to jump start my weight lose again. Second, I was doing all this exercise and I never felt like I was really eating enough. It is hard to calculate the points that you earn from exercise. I never really did it, because it was so subjective.
Today, I made the decision to stop weight watchers for awhile. Instead, I will be trying a new diet plan. There is a free program called "My Fitness Pal (MFP)". There is in app that you can use on tablets and such. You give information about yourself and they calculate all of the things you need to eat (calories, fat, fiber, carbs, protein, etc...) during the day. You can scan bar codes for the things that you eat, or you can enter in nutrition info into the app. It tracks your food and how much you can still eat for that day. You also enter your exercise. It tells you how many calories you burned and how many calories you can eat, extra, because of that exercise. They tell you to eat at least half of the additional calories that you earned due to exercise. Looking at this new info, I am even more convinced that I wasn't eating enough on weight watchers. I will try this plan for awhile. I hope that it helps. If it doesn't, then I can always go back to what I know.
That's all for now. I stayed home from work today because my cold, from last week, settled into my sinuses. I was miserable all day. I think I will be okay tomorrow, but I have lots of meds to take with me, just in case. Take care everyone!
**A quick note to all of my followers. I know some people can't fight their natural instinct to correct grammar, and such. You know who you are. ;) I apologize for any mistakes, or the lack of flow in certain sections. I use this blog to get out my thoughts and frustrations. It is cathartic for me. It even helps me sleep sometimes. Usually, I can't seem to turn off my thoughts and spend many restless hours trying to get to sleep. My priority is to get my thoughts down. I hope that everyone understands that and will let some things slide. I am not saying this because anyone has said anything to me. It has just been on my mind.
I have some friends that write such descriptive blogs. They have such a way with words, that you almost feel like you are reading a book. I love reading their blogs. Mine isn't like that, though. I just need to get things out there. Usually, they come out fast and a little chaotic and scattered. However, if you know me at all, you will know that I am just like that sometimes. I hope you will keep following; but if not, I'll live. This blog is for me.**
Okay, that's it. Goodnight. I love you all and I wish you sweet dreams!
"We have gotten to know each other really well over the past year and half. We have grown a lot together. You have seen me through my very best, and my very worst. I remember that we first got to know each other many, many years ago. We drifted apart. Then, in January 2011, I came back to you. You didn't hold it against me. We picked up right where we left off, and went on our way...together. You helped me a lot since that time. I know that I am happier because of you. But the time has come for a change.
We just don't have what we used to have. I feel like our relationship isn't moving forward...we have plateaued. It is unfortunate...because I have gotten used to you. I know your little tricks and how you work. But it isn't the same anymore. If you aren't moving forward, than you aren't growing. This is hard for me to say...but I have found someone new. I have heard really good things about this someone and I think that this change might help me. I am sorry to say goodbye, because you have done so much for me. But I feel like this is really for the best. Goodbye."
A year and a half ago, I decided to go back on weight watchers. I didn't feel comfortable in my own skin and I wanted to do something about it. I had done weight watchers in the past and still had all of materials. I know that a lot of people say that the support from the meetings were the best reason to pay for the program. I never felt that way. I was just fine doing it, for free, on my own. So that, combined with exercise, helped me to lose just over 40 pounds in the last year and a half. Lately, I have been feeling like I haven't been making any progress. I am lucky if I can lose a 1/2 a pound in a week.
I knew that this would be more of a struggle as I got closer to my goal weight (I already passed my first goal, and was working on a second). I was getting frustrated and feeling deprived. All that work and all of those diet restrictions, and it wasn't paying off. I had two feelings. First, my body seemed to be getting to used to my normal routine and so it wasn't responding as well. I needed to do something to jump start my weight lose again. Second, I was doing all this exercise and I never felt like I was really eating enough. It is hard to calculate the points that you earn from exercise. I never really did it, because it was so subjective.
Today, I made the decision to stop weight watchers for awhile. Instead, I will be trying a new diet plan. There is a free program called "My Fitness Pal (MFP)". There is in app that you can use on tablets and such. You give information about yourself and they calculate all of the things you need to eat (calories, fat, fiber, carbs, protein, etc...) during the day. You can scan bar codes for the things that you eat, or you can enter in nutrition info into the app. It tracks your food and how much you can still eat for that day. You also enter your exercise. It tells you how many calories you burned and how many calories you can eat, extra, because of that exercise. They tell you to eat at least half of the additional calories that you earned due to exercise. Looking at this new info, I am even more convinced that I wasn't eating enough on weight watchers. I will try this plan for awhile. I hope that it helps. If it doesn't, then I can always go back to what I know.
That's all for now. I stayed home from work today because my cold, from last week, settled into my sinuses. I was miserable all day. I think I will be okay tomorrow, but I have lots of meds to take with me, just in case. Take care everyone!
**A quick note to all of my followers. I know some people can't fight their natural instinct to correct grammar, and such. You know who you are. ;) I apologize for any mistakes, or the lack of flow in certain sections. I use this blog to get out my thoughts and frustrations. It is cathartic for me. It even helps me sleep sometimes. Usually, I can't seem to turn off my thoughts and spend many restless hours trying to get to sleep. My priority is to get my thoughts down. I hope that everyone understands that and will let some things slide. I am not saying this because anyone has said anything to me. It has just been on my mind.
I have some friends that write such descriptive blogs. They have such a way with words, that you almost feel like you are reading a book. I love reading their blogs. Mine isn't like that, though. I just need to get things out there. Usually, they come out fast and a little chaotic and scattered. However, if you know me at all, you will know that I am just like that sometimes. I hope you will keep following; but if not, I'll live. This blog is for me.**
Okay, that's it. Goodnight. I love you all and I wish you sweet dreams!
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